keep changing..

manusia berubah...
satu realiti yg xdpt ditolak dr kehidupan...
termasuklah kehidupan aku sendiri..
whether i realise or not..
people around me keep changes..
some of them changes to good..
but there r some who changes to bad..i think..

she changes to be more brave..
have a lot more self confidence..
able to speak loud..to have such a big laugh..
but in the same time..
there r increasing arrogant in her...
more rude..unsensitive to others..

some of them growing wild..
as they say become open-minded?
but wut i c its overshoot..
mybe im out-of-date..
but is it talking bout sex..
free to go out with someone u just know..
become alcoholic..
is called open minded??
if ya..
so it mean im the 1 who conservative here..hehe..

but..
who is me to judge them..
i also keep changing...
usually im not realise it..
actually..im have no idea that im changing..
but the matter here...
am im changing in angel way..
or im changing to a demon??

halloo!!!

hoho...
da lama xdiupdate blog ini..
nmpknye aku terlalu bzzzz...
masok je sem tros bz ngn report LI..
pastu tros g fieldwork kat pulau tinggi..
balek sebok ngn proposal tok tesis lak..
haisyh...
saket otak!!!
mental2!!!

sampai jumpa lagi!!

neEd tO dO my LI..
in pulAu tInggI..
jOhOr...
nErvOus~~~

me gOin mish me hOme..
kuLim..
kEdah...
waa..wanna gO hOme!!!

gOin mish me pwEnds OsO..
hey u guys...
mEet u all after 2 mOnth Ok..
enjOy k..
then we can story2..
haha...
luv fOr all...
muaxx..
-xoxo-

ting tong~

lalalala...
aku nga cuak...
paper last sgt mengancam..
7hb..pengenalan oceanografi dinamik...
oh fredo..
i luv u..
sila jgn mmbuat aku mmbenci mu...
haha..

11hb..da stat LI..
kat pulau tinggi,johor...
cuak gak...
apa aku nk kna wat nnt??
nseb baek ada ikakeli..
xde r serabot sgt...
huhu..

huhu..
sape ada kotak??
aku nk packing barang tp xde kotak..
stor da hmpir nk penuh tuh..
tolon2..hoho..

k la..
da tanak ngarot...
daaa...

p/s: g cari kotak~

ayah~

Dimana akan kucari

Aku menangis seorang diri

Hatiku selalu ingin bertemu
Untukmu aku bernyanyi

Untuk Ayah tercinta
Aku ingin bernyanyi
Walau air mata dipipiku

Ayah dengarkanlah
Aku ingin berjumpa
Walau hanya dalam mimpi

Lihatlah hari berganti

Namun tiada seindah dulu

Datanglah aku ingin bertemu
Denganmu aku bernyanyi

cant stop crying..

menyesal??yup..aku menyesal..
menyesal dgn apa yg aku da buat..
if only i didnt do anything..
if only i just shut up..
n if only i just keep everythin on me..
maybe it wouldnt be end like dis..
ive tell everything to her..
kononnye aku baek..
nk jernihkan keadaan..
pala hotak ko ary!!
u make it worst..

skang keadaan da xmcm dulu..
everythin have change..
it seems everyone keep blaming on me..
"klo la ko xbgtawu suma bnda tu kat ye..mesti xjd cmne..mesti kita suma epy je"
they keep saying that to me..
i cant keep this anyore...
its hurtin me..

she??
trus menjauhkan diri dr aku..
like she hate me so much..
i can feel it..
she hate me..
sbb msok cmpur lam urusan ye..
btol jgk..
aku xptot kaco hidup ye..
ye da bahagia tyme tu..
aku je yg musnahkan kebahagiaan ye..
demi kebahagiaan aku..
selfish nye aku..

klo la aku boley patah blek..
sure aku xbgtawu ye..
bia je aku smpan sorg..
bia aku je yg rasa saket..
skang neh..
ramai org da saket sbb aku..
sbb tndakan aku..
sbb kebodohan aku..

sorry..
sorry sensangat..

aku da penat ngn suma neh..
aku da penat menangis sorg..
penat ngn semua bnda..
klo boley aku nk g jauh..
somewhere yg aku bley tenangkan fikiran..

i need tyme..
i need someone to talk wif..
but theres nobody on my side..
sgt sdey...

adha..i mish u..
i need u..
i want to talk wif u..
u re my only truly fren..
who r always listening to all my probs..
tp Allah lebey sygkan kamoo..
if just u were here..

hope all this thing is only a nite mare..
hope when i wake up tomorrow..
things goin to be well..
hope..

examku yg besh..

exam2..exam2..exam2..
adoiyai...
pnat aku ngn exam..
xsuka exam..
sape yg cipta exam neh..
pepandai je..
dush3~

p/s: ak nga mengong neh..otak da tepu smpai melimpah2..sesape yg nk kawen ngn aku..sila masok meminang skrg jgk!!aku sudi menerima..haha..

lalalalili..lalalalili..lalalalili..